Neat idea recently.
I've spent some time thinking that i'd like to be more social. I think about people i don't see much of. I think about how not often i go to open mics.
Just a few days ago, i did a complete 180. If i knew how to make a little circle to show that i mean 180 degrees, i would've made that little circle.
I've got shit to do. The shit that i have to do is not to share who i am. The shit that i have to do is improve upon who i am. Sharing will come naturally when i've got something to show. I have instruments here that i need to practice. I need to keep writing. I need to keep thinking. I need to do tai chi. I've got shit to work on.
Really nice thought to arrive at. Real nice 180, as it were. I don't like struggling with who i am. Struggling with the world i've found myself in. I'm in an apartment full of instruments, and i'm full of time. Today i bought a real big sketchbook, a jar of ink, and a few ink brushes. I've recently read a book on writing comics. It's another form of expression. Another method of communication.
Much love for all of you.
I'll be really something, a little later. I know where i want to be.
simon
When i say here, i don't mean there. I don't mean that you're there in front of your computer, reading what i'm saying. I mean that you are here, you are this text as you read. This is your mind on english.
I've been thinking enough lately. I've got two things going for me.
a) God is the source of change. Not a new idea. The only thing that's new is the way i've found to phrase it.
b) I have control over my mind, and not my environment. Maybe that's more of a conscious decision than a discovery. I believe i can change my environment, i just choose not to because i am forced to admit that i don't know what my environment should be like. What i do know is that i like being happy. What i also know is that i can learn to be happy in any environment, by controlling my mind.
Alright, enough metaphysical mumbo jumbo.
I bought a nintendo DS game yesterday. I don't know the title exactly, but it's going to teach me Yoga. It's got workouts, and can be voice activated, allowing freedom from holding the hand held system while yoga-ing. I'm looking forward to using it.
I also bought a book by Scott McCloud, Making Comics. It's quite nice so far, and is expected to get me drawing some sort of comic stuffs. I gotta get back into doodling. It's a hell of an outlet.
I'm still everything positive you think i am.
Unfortunately, i'm also everything negative i think you are. A bunch of underachievers, placing effort wherever we can. Though we know that all greatness is done through us, not by us.
I'm doing good though. I want you to know. If you're wondering if anyone is out there working for the betterment of humanity, you needn't wonder more. I'm doing good.
Cause i'm not doing it. I'm letting it be done. Whammy.
simon
I've spent some time thinking that i'd like to be more social. I think about people i don't see much of. I think about how not often i go to open mics.
Just a few days ago, i did a complete 180. If i knew how to make a little circle to show that i mean 180 degrees, i would've made that little circle.
I've got shit to do. The shit that i have to do is not to share who i am. The shit that i have to do is improve upon who i am. Sharing will come naturally when i've got something to show. I have instruments here that i need to practice. I need to keep writing. I need to keep thinking. I need to do tai chi. I've got shit to work on.
Really nice thought to arrive at. Real nice 180, as it were. I don't like struggling with who i am. Struggling with the world i've found myself in. I'm in an apartment full of instruments, and i'm full of time. Today i bought a real big sketchbook, a jar of ink, and a few ink brushes. I've recently read a book on writing comics. It's another form of expression. Another method of communication.
Much love for all of you.
I'll be really something, a little later. I know where i want to be.
simon
Well, here i am, and here you are.
When i say here, i don't mean there. I don't mean that you're there in front of your computer, reading what i'm saying. I mean that you are here, you are this text as you read. This is your mind on english.
I've been thinking enough lately. I've got two things going for me.
a) God is the source of change. Not a new idea. The only thing that's new is the way i've found to phrase it.
b) I have control over my mind, and not my environment. Maybe that's more of a conscious decision than a discovery. I believe i can change my environment, i just choose not to because i am forced to admit that i don't know what my environment should be like. What i do know is that i like being happy. What i also know is that i can learn to be happy in any environment, by controlling my mind.
Alright, enough metaphysical mumbo jumbo.
I bought a nintendo DS game yesterday. I don't know the title exactly, but it's going to teach me Yoga. It's got workouts, and can be voice activated, allowing freedom from holding the hand held system while yoga-ing. I'm looking forward to using it.
I also bought a book by Scott McCloud, Making Comics. It's quite nice so far, and is expected to get me drawing some sort of comic stuffs. I gotta get back into doodling. It's a hell of an outlet.
I'm still everything positive you think i am.
Unfortunately, i'm also everything negative i think you are. A bunch of underachievers, placing effort wherever we can. Though we know that all greatness is done through us, not by us.
I'm doing good though. I want you to know. If you're wondering if anyone is out there working for the betterment of humanity, you needn't wonder more. I'm doing good.
Cause i'm not doing it. I'm letting it be done. Whammy.
simon